It's 2.30am now and I still can't sleep. I miss her. Too many things are going into my head. My head tells me to move on, but my heart refuses. This time, I choose to follow my heart. Lots of times before, I followed my head but it made things worse. So now I'm on youTube watching some MTV. Here's some parts of a song that describe me now.

Girl you know I miss you so.
Don't keep telling me these words,
You don't know how much it hurts.
And I promise you enternity,
If you promise to stay.

I'm no longer the man I was.
I'm like a bird who lost her wings,
A fire without its flame.
I don't know how to be strong.
I am a song without a soul.

The song doesn't really go like these. These sentences are just parts of the song that I'm hearing now. Sigh. I hope it will be a good outcome. If not, I really don't know what would be left of me.